CCCAaaannnaaaddddadaaaa

Lol..juz reach vancouver yesterday...
erm..for me it is not very cold but still have to wear a jacket lar...
haha...at least not as cold as i expect...muahaha
currently living with my bro..
after 1 week then i will fly to my own college..
lol...

drink some wine today...

hehe..since parent is not with us..

but of course not too much..hehe

and bought a new laptop today..

hehe...but quite expensive..lol..

i miss tawau..

i miss my parents..

and..

i miss all my friend..

Last..

It seems like everything is going to end up..

at least that is how i feel now..

but I really appreciate everything I experience..

even Fuk Pak's tuition..

although I always trying to skip his class this year( it is impossible to skip his class=,=)

Tomorrow is the last day for us to study in the same classroom..

only 5 hour? I dun think it is enough..

I really hope it is endless..

lol..

it is 11.04..

havent sleep

coz i am reading bio..

lol..

i found that sometimes the bio experiment is a bit funny and stupid..

relationship between urine output and water intake..

even a little child also knows its relationship..

procedure?

1. ask a person to drink a mug of water.

2. record the number times he visits the toilet.

I am not laughing at the question..but juz feel like..

why am i wasting my sleeping time..

to memorize such a stupid experiment..XD

UEC physics..

give up?

yes..becoz it really difficult..

no..becoz this is the last UEC physics for me..XD

Few days ago..

juz hav an annual meeting yesterday..

yeap..new committee is formed..

and it is the time for me to retire..

hurray!!

but actually..

i admit that i hav done nothing this year..

achievement?

haha..

oh ya..it is really surprising to know that..

during the King Scout exam..

one of us scored the highest mark

in the whole exam..

but the organiser din mention who is he..

haha..

anyway..proud to hear tat..XD

Chasing around..

juz like a kid..

how happy it is..

sometimes..did something..

that you think it is childish..

with friends..

it feels good..

Friend...

is someone who will lend you a hand..

when you are in trouble..

someone who always tell you the truth..

when you are wrong..

someone who goes through every hardship and joy..

with you..XD..

Sejarah..

How revise that stupid subject..

so many to memorize..

sleepy when studying it..

haiz..

i hate to memorize..T.T

It is not easy to hate a person..

and it really tiring..

Headache again..T.T

today is the fifth day liao...

wat happen to my head..

actually not very pain..but..

juz feel like something wrong..

i never experience something like this before de..

haiz..

sui bian lar..

dunno why..

suddenly feel that u are so childish..

maybe me too..

but anyway..

I am tired and not enough time for me liao..

preparing for the SPM then go out..

that is wat i have to do now..!!!!

Headache

Walaower...what's wrong my head..

always headache in this month..

T.T

Strange

What a strange day huh?

I still can't believe it..

How many people in our class..

How many flight she can choose..

How many seat are there..

OMG...

Evergreen ( Westlife )

Eyes
Like a sunrise
Like a rainfall
Down my soul
And I wonder
I wonder why you look at me like that
What you're thinking
What's behind
Don't tell me
But it feels like love
I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen
Touch
Like a angel
Like velvet to my skin
And I wonder
Wonder why you wanna stay the night
What you're dreaming
What's behind
Don't tell me
But it feels like love
I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart away
And pray we'll stay together
Cause you're the one good reason
You're the only girl that I need
Cause you're more beautiful than I have ever seen
I'm gonna take this night
And make it Evergreen
Don't tell me
But it feels like love
I'm gonna take this moment
And make it last forever
I'm gonna give my heart

D 9

hiding from the rain and snow
rying to forget but i won't let go
looking at a crowded street
listening to my own heart beat
so many people
all around the world
tell me where do i find
someone like you girl
take me to your heart
take me to your soul
give me your hand before i'm old
show me what love is
haven't got a clue
show me that wonders can be true

they say nothing lasts forever
we're only here today
love is now or never
bring me far away
take me to your heart
take me to your soul

give me your hand and hold me

show me what love is
be my guiding star
it's easy take me to your heart

D 8

Ok..good job..

i lost nothing..

but unfortunately..you lost a friend..

haha..

anyway..

Nid to be serious le..

I always tell myself about such thing..

but it never bring effect to me..

D 7

I agree with it..

It is not you don't want to have it..

but you are planning to have it..

Now then I know more abt you..

D 6

不够..

至少我是那么觉得..

我期待会更好..

但却没有时间了..

简单的一天..

又溜走了..

得加油了, 别的事就撇在一旁吧...

但这并不代表我放弃..

D 5

omg..my hand is bleeding again,

a small wound but a lot of blood..

anyway..sudah biasa le...

sudah biasa melihat, mendengar, dan merasa...

sudah biasa menjadi watak begitu..

D 4

What am I thinking..

I dun trust myself..

it's not real..

I can't forgive myself if I done something like this..

Although you already put it down..

But why..

you are just simply find someone to replace it..

everything is fake..

why am i acting like this..

I dun understand..

I can't control..

sorry if i hurt someone..

D 3

Headache...

but tonight cant sleep earlier..

Whatever..

I know..

I am not tat lucky..

D 2

No more time...

I keep reminding myself..

but...

I cant control myself..

I cant stand for those attraction..

I cant face it properly..

YKS

nothing is done..

face but not escape..

I really hate myself..

anyway, it does not belong to me...

D 1

Haha..lucky day??

yeah...IELTS i got 6...

it's no very good...

coz i know i can get it better...

haha..watever

since this is the first time..

well..nothing special today..

haha

am i a spare tyre for u?

useless...ing

really useless...c

disappointed..I hope it is real

What am i doing?

rubbish....

I hate myself..T.T

why i am so interested in it??

---

我明白了，

但要怎么说出口，

更要怎么让你们了解？

我不忍心，

但又能做什么，

毕竟我

孤掌难鸣……

我了解你的性格，

满满的自信，

总是不容易动摇，

但你要知道，

跟你沟通有时真地不简单。

我也了解你，

你总是在别人离题时，

把人拉回来。

我要你的帮忙，

但是机会总是特别难找，

毕竟我发觉往往

和你沟通比较容易。

我曾经了解你，

随和的你总是为了团努力地奋斗，

随着岁月的增长你变得不一样了，

我很不了解你，

我甚至不想和你讨论任何东西。

不过算了吧，

水和火能够配合的天衣无缝，

当两者却永远不能融合吧！

我一直以来最了解的应该是你，

你最容易明白我想表达的东西，

但是，

除了但是还是但是，

一棵大树就算长得再高，

叶子一年比一年少，

到最后，

总是不完美，

不是我想的太多，

但这个是个事实。

奇迹不应该被等待，

而是应该被创造，

这不是第一次了……

我打了酱多无非是希望你们明白，

这或许是我为团做得最后一件事了，

我觉得累了，

我真的没有那种冲劲了，

也是时候

开始向左转了。

No Turning Back

It is 11.30 now, and i wonder why i am still sitting in front of my laptop, typing a stupid blog..haha..tambahan pula tomorrow is the UEC Physics.. hope tomorrow will be better than today..shit!!! i am sure i will fail my add maths..really felt sorry to chen zhen...haha...actually when they are doing the revision of add maths...i din attend..haha..coz i am too tired after playing the volleyball...haha..watever...really hope that today is the last day of the exam.

For other people, thursday is the end of suffering, but for me is just the beginning..i nid to suffer for the whole month....and honestly it is really pressure to face the king scout exam...i am just scare of failing the exam..there is no turning back, the news has been published onto the newspaper..meaning to say the all of the people will know it...if we really fail it..where should we put our face..haiz...now my main problem is the log book...ma de...nid to burn the midnight oil for the next few week...watever..i just try my best and get all my concentration onto the king scout after the exam...

ok~phew....i think i should explain something to someone here...sorry for everything i did. Actually i purposely did it, and abt the reason..i think it is not the time for it...but i promise i will tell you as soon as possible....i know you understand wat am i talking abt de..haha...i think you wouldnt view this blog....but if unluckily you see it...then i juz wan to say sorry...agree wiv you.. people nid rest..

Nigel....Our memories...

珍重再见...T.T

今天，Ah Lo走了。我很不舍得……起初我以为我不会在乎，但是我错了。记得昨晚，我和他们去farewell Ah Lo. 其实我很早就知道他明天要走，但是我感觉上很像那天晚上才发觉他要走了。我开觉得不舍得。当天晚上，我没有很快入睡。我在想我们以前所经历的一切。记得我们一起去钟老师那里补习，天天惹老师打我们，很像越打就越爽酱，老师越是打我们，我们越是笑酱..aikz...记得我们六年级时，辅导班过后就去爬那个篮球架……爬了几次，最后终于被副校长发现，抓我们去骂。记得我们初一时，班长学长团合唱，我们约好不要去练习，结果表演当天，你运气好，选到的位子有人当着，而我和俊康就没有……结果唱到音不对嘴，被人家笑。记得我们爬神山时，一起到顶的那种喜悦。还有很多很多的回忆。

深厚友情不是几天几夜就可以造就的。刚开始我认为中学时期的我们最多只是普通朋友，因为我们各有各的喜好。但是我错了，当我在写我对你的感言时，我还以开玩笑的态度去告诉别人，如果我哭，不要笑我。但是当我真正拿起笔时，我才发觉我写完这篇东西过后，我们能在一起玩，颠的日子就完了。这时我的眼泪就留下来了，假变真。这也证明了这份友情对我的重要性。他不止是我的朋友，也是一起长大的玩伴。是这份友情陪着我成长。

其实我真的很不舍得，每个人都说以后会有机会见面，但是如果以后我真的去加拿大念书。我们就不可能见面了。你假期时，我上课。我假期时，你上课。读书，一读就整十年。十年后的事，没有一个人知道。未来，我们各有各自的路线。天下无不散之筵席，如果有缘就一定能再相见。接下来几年，我们无论在世界的哪一个角落，我相信我们都会有个共同点，那就是在为各自的目标拼搏。让我们一起加油吧！无论在世界的哪一个角落，只要有心，即使一个在天，一个在地，都有办法能心连心，继续这段友情。最后，我只有两句话：谢谢，保重!!!