ok!!!last day!!!!

Today is the last day liao!!!!The last day he stay in Tawau.We will fly to KL tomorrow. I haven't pack my laugage.......watever=.=!!! enjoy the last day first!!!!!

I lost a driver.....
I lost a partner......
I lost a friend.......
I lost a people who let me bully....XD
MY BROTHER IS LEAVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL OF HIS PROPERTY HERE WILL BE MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what can i do? there is ntg i can do de mah!!!!SOI de mah!!!!Watever.......=.=!!! now is already 12.22......i can't sleep......too exited???no..... actually is i don wan to sleep.....hehe! Now my stupid brother is leaving.....hehe, two more year later.....it's my turn to leave...wakakaka.....He jiu good lah!!!! got a ngong chan brother to type this damn stupid blog for him before he leave......next time when I leave, who type for me!!!?!?!?!?!...=.=!!!!watever!!I don't need it.......XD

Every people keep asking me, how is my feel????? Next year ur bro leave liao, you meh so lonely.....=.=!!My Answer is......................BO FEEL!!!yeah!!!!!actually got lah, got lonely de feel......................coz nobody to let me bully liao.........impossible to bully my parent de mah!!!! really SOI de mah!!!!!wakakakaka

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Last night, although it is christmas eve, I can't sleep well, i juz keep thinking what he say.He is right!!! Actually I can stop all of these from happening...I know it will be dangerous, but i didn't stop it..... this is the first time i agree with him. I say "I agree" doesn't mean he is right at all. I am very confident with our technique, I only agree wiv the word" Actually you can stop it, but you didn't stop it" moody, keep blaming myself??? sure got lah! when i heard they laugh.......I try to pretend like nothing happened and laugh wiv them, but it is hard. It's already happened, I can't pretend like nothing happened ...I know it is my mistake, there is also nothing wrong if i blame myself, coz i really make a wrong decision......I have learn a lesson, I promise i will do it better next time. I won't repeat the same mistake again.......

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不知道为什么，越接近年尾，我就越没有mood......就连我期待了一天的打球，都开始没有什么mood酱，而且miss了几粒球就很容易发脾气……可能是因为开学，也可能是想到再过不久，我的生活将会改变。我根本不知道我能不能适应，也不知道他对我会造成什么样的改变。亲戚朋友都会问我，明年你会不会就的寂寞？我不知道要怎么答他们……很难想象，我们两个是一个天，一个地，但上天就是要我们两个人做兄弟，朋友们都很怀疑我们两个极端，通常在家里都讲些什么话题，我也不懂。其实是无所不谈，但是就是有些话题，因为年纪和思想上的差别而不会谈。爸妈常拿我和他比较，总让我感我比不上他。其实也是啦，成绩方面不用说咯，运动……hiaz.....永远的手下败将，办事能力？连他的一半也比不上，幽默？我输得远了，他在家里，常常能把父母逗得整间屋子都充满笑声。haiz.....

Haha^^ kena tagged liao, still same as last time lah, half serious half play play!!!!

Tagged
1. Do you have secrets?sure lah!
2. Would you fall in love with a girl/ boy younger than you?=,=!!!maybe......
3. Do you enjoy going to college?no gua......
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?keep it loh....then spend it wisely........
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?wah......dunno leh, wat is love..........
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone, or being loved by someone?how i know.......NO EXP!!!!!
7. List 5 recently watched movies..................forgot their name.....
8. If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?sad but try to pretend nothing loh.......as long as she is happy gua..........
9. List 5 favourite TV shows.no tv=,=!!!
10. Do you have any regrets?Yes, A LOT!!!!!!
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?Maybe will have a big change gua....
12. Who are the most important people to you?family and all my true friend
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?A rich person, he can be a serious people, but also can be a funny, talkative people......
14. Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?married but poor
15.What is your favourite colour?white
16. Would you give all in a relationship?maybe......
17. First five words that popped into your mind right now.wat should i type here=,=!!
18. What are the top five places on your "to-go"list?(a)Paris (b)US (c)Australlia (d)Japan (e)Sweden(in the year 2011)
19. Name three things you would like to do, but would not be able to?(a)all the J3 scout stay!!! (b)Hug all my friend!!XD juz kidding (c) burn the ugly people board!!
20. 8 people I have tagged jeanie....jin vun.....erd.......samantha.......michelle......candis......fui siang....joey
Tag for?fun

我到底怎么了

以下这一段是是隐藏在我内心的秘密，看得懂就当作一个秘密，看不懂就算了



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我打这篇东西，纯粹是发泄，让我心里好过一些！！

我的肚子啊！！！

这几天真是很不好受，肚子不知道为什么，几天都不会感到饿，
虽然知道我的肚子是空空的，
但就是不想要吃东西，很不舒服，很不好受一下。
至于怎么会这样，都怪那几天吃得太多。

前几天的下午(大概2点多酱），我们一家人在西马参加我表姐的婚宴。
我们两兄弟和我一个同年的堂弟和我阿公，爸妈，伯伯伯母们同一桌。
他们就好啦，一家人坐在一起，有说有笑。
我们三个所谓的年轻人，就惨了。
又听不懂福建话，
只好坐在那里，你看我，我看你。

那天下午，吃东西时，
可以说是我噩梦的起因。
大人们最厉害说的就是，
“年轻人发育时期吃多一点”
好loh!!没办法，吃就吃。
大概吃到4点多。
我们三个人的肚子已经饱到吃不下了，因为一餐就吃了两餐的分量，
haiz..............

这样还不用紧oh!!
大概六点多，我爸“命令”我们两兄弟跟我的堂哥代表我的伯伯去参加另外一个婚宴。
adui!!!!!!我知道我的肚子，再吃下去一定出问题了。
在没办法之下，我只好硬着头皮去。
4点才吃完一顿很heavy的午餐，7点又来一顿。
去到那边，好安排不安排，安排我们和几个老伯坐在同一桌。
haiz.........
又听到同一句话“年轻人…………”
还不停的夹菜给我们。
hiaz.......
我当时真的有想吐的感觉但就是吐不出。

第二天，
我早上起来，完全不觉得饿。
吃早餐，发梦啦！
我大概到下午4点才吃。
吃不是因为饿，而是不想伤到肚子。
haiz........