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Sunday, December 27, 2009

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多心
有時候,你難免多心。心眼一多,對許多小事就跟著過敏。於是,別人多看你一眼,你便覺得他對你有敵意;別人少看你一眼,你又認定是他故意對你冷落。 多心的人註定活得辛苦,因為情緒太容易被別人的情緒所左右。多心的人總東想西想胡思亂想,結果是困在一團思緒的亂麻中,動彈不得。
有時候,與其多心,不如少根筋

你是一塊磁鐵
相不相信?其實你是一塊磁鐵。 當你身心愉稅、喜歡自己、對這個世界充滿善意,美好的東西就自然地被你所吸引。相反的,當你悲觀、鬱悶、覺得什麼都不對勁,負面的一切也就相繼來報到了。因為你是一塊磁鐵,吸引的是與你相關的東西,所以快樂的你就吸引讓你快樂的人事境,煩憂的你則吸引讓你煩憂的人事境。

幸運與厄運,在於你如何使用內在的磁力。這是信念的奧秘。


你今天心情好嗎?
你不說話,但眼底的神色已回答了一切。 那麼,就別讓自己繼續躲在心事重重的甲殼裡吧。「煩腦」這種煩人的東西是想出來的啊,若是不想就不存在,
你沒聽過這句話嗎?去喝一杯咖啡,買一件衣服,剪一種新髮型。去吃一筒冰淇淋,走一條街,看一場電影。去看一個老朋友,聊一回往事,數一晚星星。

讓自已好過的方法很多,而且善待自己是道德的。
除非,你堅持躲在潮濕的甲殼裡更快樂。

別太在意
他的吃相讓你討厭,但或許你說話的樣子也令他不悅。你不喜歡他穿衣的風格,說不定他也受不了你的髮型。
他有他的缺點,你也有你的盲點。這世界上本來就不存在完美的人。沒有人可以百分之百地配合別人,也沒有人需要壓抑自己,只為了討人歡心。
已經不是小學生了,你又何必搶著當風紀股長去注意別人是否肅靜?
與其把時間浪費在不相干的人身上,不如用這寶貴的光陰來做對自己更有益處的事情。

心亂
心亂的時候,你像一把音沒調準的吉他,撥出來的都是剌耳的不穩定和弦。
也許你正為了什麼暫時無法解決的事情發愁,或是為了還沒發生而可能發生的災難擔心,你不喜歡這心亂的感覺,卻又無法禁止漫天漫地的胡思亂想。於是你的心更亂,因為你深深地感到對自己的無能為力。我知道你的心正亂,但也請你相信,事情永遠不會像你所預想的那麼糟糕。許多時候,你太習慣自己嚇自己,到頭來只是徒然浪費了時間與力氣。心亂的時候,找一件能讓自己專心投入的事情來做吧!掃掃地,抹抹窗子,或是把堆在水槽裡的碗洗乾淨;
當你整理了外在的秩序時,其實也就理清了內心的亂麻。

喜歡自己
你常常因為光陰易逝而恐慌,也常常因為荒廢歲月而不安;面對旁人的要求和自己的期望,你往往不知如何選擇,夾纏在公眾事物與私人情感之間,你總覺得一事無成。於是,置身於紛亂的生活裡,你的心就陷溺如流沙了。快樂的秘訣之一,就是在有限的時間裡,選擇先做你喜歡的事情。只有在一樣樣地完成它們之後,你才會一日比一日更喜歡自己。
親愛的,如果今天的你不能比昨天的你更喜歡自己,那麼明天對你來說,又有什麼意義?


別做井底蛙
像一隻井底的青蛙,你抬頭看見的只是一小片天空。當這片天空出了太陽,你就以為全世界都發亮;當它下了雨,你又以為全世界都沒有光芒。井口的周圍就是你的世界的邊界,井口大的天空宰制了你的全部的心思。你沒有想到真正的世界其實是沒有邊界的,也不會知道在那個小天空之外還有個大天空。當你陷入某種人生僵局的時候,你就是這隻青蛙,侷限在潮濕的井底,看見的只是自己的痛苦。所以,你只能用力往上跳,跳出這口井,
跳出僵局。然後,你會發現以前的世界何其小,未來的天地何其大。


秋雨
秋雨從高高的雲端落下,洗盡堆積了一夏的塵埃。如果潮濕的天氣讓你有了欲淚的情緒,那就痛痛快快地大哭一場吧。哭泣其實不必有正當的藉口,一如大笑無需任何緣由。人們總是讚美笑,卻不鼓勵哭,但一個不會哭的人就像從來不下雨的天空,只任乾燥的情緒壓抑堆積,不見淋漓活潑的水意。
想笑就開心地笑,想哭就放心去哭,能笑也能哭,是對自己的慈悲。哭過的你將感到無限輕鬆,一如雨後的天空無限明淨。

跟著因緣走
小時候,你曾經對別的小孩炫耀:看!我有你沒有。你有的可能是一只風車、一個洋娃娃或一支彩色筆。長大後,你卻開始羨慕你的朋友:唉!他有我沒有。別人有的可能是一分理想的工作、一樁受寵的感情或一種優渥的生活。
孩子氣的炫耀是天真,成人式的羨慕卻不免幼稚了。
親愛的,其實你也有很多寶貴的東西是別人沒有的呀!例如說,你可能有堅固的牙齒,當別人只能吃西瓜時,你卻能啃甘蔗;你可能有修長的手指,當別人只能吹口琴時,你卻能彈鋼琴。也許當你羨慕著別人時,別人也在羨慕著你呢。每個人都是這世界上獨一無二的存在,沒有誰比誰更幸運,也沒有誰比誰更尊貴。人生在世,不過是跟著因緣走,而因緣向來是生滅無常的。所以,擁有無須歡喜,因為擁有就代表了有失去的可能;沒有也不必難過,因為沒有才有機會去獲得。在得失之間,無所謂好與壞。一切不過是跟著因緣走。保持一顆心的自由自在,輕輕鬆鬆跟著因緣走吧。當你能夠把世事無常看透,也就是你真正長大的時候。

想想
想想,有什麼事,真的是你非完成不可的?有什麼目的,真的是你非達到不可的?有什麼人,真的是你非留戀不可的?你的心裡總是堆滿了理不清的願望,但是那些人那些事,對你來說真的那麼重要嗎?也許只是一時的迷障,也許只是因為不甘心。有些人有些事,於你的生命其實無益。就像電腦檔案有一定的容量,生命也有使用期限,你只能在有限的時間裡做有限的事,到有限的地方,認識有限的人。所以,
認真去做真正想做的事,也認真對待你真正喜愛的人,除此之外,就別再給自己多餘的負擔吧!

Friday, November 27, 2009

不同的我,yeah^^

回想起我初一的时候,我死都是要进Scout. 进了scout只想要快点考到King Scout. 我利用了初中三年的时间, 来攻我的scout考试. King Scout 是我一直以来的梦想. 这个梦想曾经破灭, 如今我又再度看见了希望. 也许对普通人来说, 它什么也不是, 但对一个scout来说, 他是我们scout最高的荣誉. 话说回来, 即使我再度看见了希望, 心中的那堆火早已不如当年.


如今我才发现, 在我Scout的生涯里, 我能有今天的一切, 不是因为梦想的推动力, 而是我周围那些, 对彼此都有着不离不弃精神的知心好友. 还记得我们初二那年的Camporee(一个在Sin Onn Tiku 的营会), 我们团结了起来. 从那年开始, 我们一起面对困难, 一起分担问题, 到今天还是保持不变. 明年的Scout就是要靠我们这几条"粉场"顶着了. 兄弟齐心, 其力断金^^其实老实说, 我这四年来, 最骄傲的就是交到你们这班狗友..King Scout 我依然会考, 但我一定要和你们一起考. 我们共同奋斗, 共同进退, 要吗就不要考, 要吗就一起干掉它...

如今的我不再为梦想而战, 是为朋友而战..


回来吧, 没有你就不完整了

Saturday, November 21, 2009

普照事Camp篇

This year, i still follow scout to attend this camping,
actually is not follow liao, but bring them to this camping.
The camping for this time is a bit special..
WE CAN'T SLEEP THERE!!!
Yish...the happiest time gone...
juz becoz of those tawau people,
dunno why so scare of the H1N1...
Mao Bian lor...we go there set up our game few days earlier..
juz for today's afternoon...quite tired...
what i can feel is...
our junior really learn things from us...
i am quite happy wiv this...
hope they can keep it up...
we are willing to teach,
but they also must willing to learn.
Actually, i have a lot of memories
in this camping, since junior..
i still remember i almost get into trouble every year.
The first year i attend this camping...
i fall from the flying fox..
last time the flying fox are much more higher,
i didnt follow the rules,
two people play together in one turn,
i fall down, pain, fainted..
when i woke up, i senior is beside me..
then, i was sent to the clinic to have a check up..
haha...
then the next year...
after taking our breakfast,
we play basketball thr...
haha...
i play play xia...suddenly knocked with a people...
head to head...
luckily my head nothing,
but his head bleeding.
He was sent to the hospital..
i still remember that time i feel nervous
luckily got erd, jun kwong and jin vun...
the third year...still ok,
no accident happened..
this year..
still dunno yet lar..
but we will try our best to avoid accident from happening..
haha..


last year night activities

Friday, November 13, 2009

倒霉

这几天真是倒霉透了,

问题一个又一个地来,
真的可以讲是一波未平,一波又起。
多得几乎让我忘记了我碰到的烦恼。
这几天心情糟透了,
又烦又累,
脾气真的很烦躁。
在这里想向某些人道歉。
我的成绩退步了,
心里很不好受,
我不该拿这种成绩的。
加上一些私人问题,
其实我这得很想问,
你说的"我不再信任友情"
到底是什么意思?
到底因为什么?
另一件事是
今天,我去打排球,
回家时,
爸爸没有注意,
把车从我的脚上面驾着过,
痛到他……prado oh....
T.T
最近,不懂为什么,
倒霉的是接二连三地来...
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今天听你那么问,
老实说,我会有种很不开心
很不舒服的感觉。

Sunday, November 1, 2009

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默默地付出,
鬼才看得见你的付出。

无意的伤害却长留他人心中,
想弥补却连机会也没有。

付出多少
换来的总不能回本。

有些事是不能强求的,
是时候说再见,
就潇洒地说声
byebye



Tuesday, October 13, 2009

灰心

花了整个假期,几乎每晚熬夜,

忙着那张画,也不知花了多少时间和心血,
但那么多的心思,
只需那短短的五分钟,一切就毁了。
复原中的心,虽然不介意再多一道疤痕,
但是那毕竟也是受到“痛”的折磨,
我的心开始灰了,淡了,冷了。
我很后悔,但后悔却于事无补。
haiz...原本很想靠着自己的一双手完成这幅画,
不想要老师的插手,
但haiz.....希望他还有的救。
希望是靠着我这双手把它救活。







能的!我一定能…
我不信我不能…
只要有恒心,铁棒磨成针!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

伤心欲绝

男人流血不流泪,
我终于懂为什么了,
一个人当他真的很伤心时,
如果可以痛痛快快地哭出来,
那就不会那么难受了。
偏偏心中难受,
却又发泄不出来,
那种感觉,
好痛苦……
我真的很难受,
我不想说话,
我不想思考,
我更不想面对。
希望一切平安无事,
让时间冲淡一切……

Monday, September 21, 2009

初次逛斗湖

今天一早起来,升个懒腰,踏下床,走进洗手间,“放水”,拉水,开水,刷牙,关水,陪爸妈吃早餐(没办法啦,毕竟我是一个好孩子),吃了一碗虾面,里面有虾,有汤,有面,还不赖。哈哈,懒惰cot废话了,今天我和Romeo, Gay Lou, Sharon 去买东西(其实我没有东西要买,贪爽,跟爽)。大概10点酱,我就去Sharon家。老实说,我和她认识应该有12年了,不过这次还是第一次去他的家。

等了一下,就下去meet Gay Lou 咯……然后我们就走路去买东西。先走路去Wachoi买药,哈哈,我像tai ngong 酱,毕竟对这方面不是很了解。然后就陪Gay Lou去买鞋,先去Ahlee Sport, 但由于价钱太贵,我们的Gay Lou最后还是去Bata……至于他在Bata有什么惨遇呢,我就不说了。然后就去光明书店,Yassin 吃午餐……最后去买一位很特别的朋友的生日礼物。
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原来出发点不同而开始的友情,终究会出现问题,问题终于来了

Monday, September 7, 2009

在我心中

哦 又一次花开 又一次花落
这个他 那个她
都从身边掠过
那个街头 你向我挥手
或许是你的温柔

你说云朵 只为风停留
你说时光 拉长了枝头
刹那间 懂了你的笑容
紧握住你的手
你说今后 只作一个梦
我们会拥有 满天星斗
织女座 会走过银河
和牛郎永远 长相守

在我心中 最秋天的角落
阵阵的 暖意飘过
是你的轮廓 缠绕挥不走
让秋冬都到了尽头
在我心中 每一次的颤抖
像一光年 那么久
牵着你的手 经历每个春夏秋冬
收集每一个 日落


哦~~~耶
在我心中 最秋天的角落
阵阵的 暖意飘过
是你的轮廓 缠绕挥不走
让秋冬都到了尽头
在我心中 每一次的颤抖
像一光年 那么久
牵着你的手 经历每个春夏秋冬
收集每一个 感动

Friday, August 28, 2009

Spending my holiday in a jail.....T.T

wat the f......
how boring my holiday is...
you force me to fly to selangor...
ok i follow.....
but why can't you tell me when is our flight
and when we come back....
do you know how embaress i am...
...........
...............
..........
....
haiz....
now...i am living in a jail....
..nonono..better use the word"hell" to replace "jail"....
I AM LIVING IN HELL!!!!
do you know what is the feel...
two day din talk....just sitting beside my dad and try to understand those i dun understand de language(hokkien)....
but at the end.....inside my brain still blank....
sleep eat sleep eat then sleep again....
no ball to play....no people to talk to....no internet(lucky cai got)....
haiz.....
if not the phone....sure i will become the a stone....
haiz.....
CONCLUSION=
my holiday is damn boring.....i miss all my friend....jv, jk, sharon, jeanie, mic, and many many.....

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

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最近我听见一句话:





"每一个Ultraman 的背后都会有一个挨打的小怪兽"




听了过后, 觉得瞒有意思.
想着想着, 突然想到:




人们每一次的胜利, 是不是必须有了失败者的衬托, 才能显示出他的成功呢? 其实真正胜利的人应该是失败的人才对.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Am I a IRONMAN???? #$%^%$%^&*!!!!!!!!

$%^&*($&*!!!!!!!!!
it is damn tired.....
first i wan to say sorry to all of my classmate....
sorry i din join you all to build our game....
i even din help in anything.....
sorry....
i am too tired and have too many thing to do.....
sorry....

ok....
the first day of our school camping, i build the scout campsite,
actually it is not the first day we start our work...
erm...
nothing special at the whole day,
juz work, eat work, eat,work, and sleep...thats all
after dinner,
we work until 4am.....then sleep for 3++ hour
then wake up and take our breakfast,
for me,
after the breakfast, i find the canteen tauke,
and ask him to help me to cook the egg....
haha....
then after tat ....jiu go prepare....
the second day of our camping,
i nearly spend the whole day for the prefect.....
we go to the Dewan Masyarakat at 10am....
then duty until 3-4 jiang,
then wahthong fetch us to school,
then quickly take a bath then jiu go to the Dewan Masyarakat again....
duty there until 11++pm....
Those fking teacher......
all having different order....
which one should i follow.....
REALLY DAMNSHIT!!!!!!!
after tat, we back to school abt 12am....
haiz...
DAMN TIRED!!!!!!!!
then after day....those campsite de thing haven't finish....
then we jiu continue lor....
I do dao 3 am.....then sleep until 6.....damn.....
TWO DAY SLEEP NOT MORE THAN 7 HOUR.......
Finally te whole campsite is done....
but i am so sad.....
coz not many people interested in our campsite....
haiz.....
thanks for those friend who have pay a visit to our campsite.....
and play our game....
may i know wat do you feel after visiting or playing on our campsite......
haha.....
The most important point is....
although it is a unforgetable memory....
but......
I AM DAMN TIRED NOW......I AM NOT A IRONMAN......

Monday, June 1, 2009

过度充实的假期

一放假, 我们scout就跑maju hiking......haha...
(lazy to type chinese liao)
ok.....the third time i follow maju hiking.....
this time.....me, jun kwong, fui siong was in the same group...
erm......this hiking was not only a challenge for those junior
but also for senior......
As usual lah.....we nid to be cooperate....
to complete the tough hiking.....
erm....on the way.....we "played" by those teacher.....
erm..i won't describe how the teacher play us...coz it is really hard to believe....
there is only two word can be used to describe the teachers....."变态" but "磨练我们"
At first.....i dun like the way the teacher use to punish us....
they use 军人的处罚方式.......but......now.....i can accept some of the punishment...
but there is still something i can't accept it....
haha...
watever....
it is hard to describe how tough is the hiking...
you need to experience it...then you can know how tough it is....




then..... after the hiking...we have a training camp.....
erm....in this camp, i am facing some friendship problem.....
i quarrel with yung hung and plato.....
erm....i found that....there is a crack between our friendship....
once there is a crack....it take a long time to recover.....
Although now is ok liao.....but.....
something happened mean it's really happened....
the only thing i can do is wait.....and try to recover it....
but if this friendship is change....
maybe i will give up....
watever.....god will arrange everything......

then after the training camp....i fly to KL.....
haha....wat a boring trip.....
then only thing can make me happy de is breakfast, lunch, and dinner....
haha....my stomach is almost full in every meal....
full until....feeling uncomfortable.....
but watever....hard to have a chance to eat so much delicious food....

then after KL.....i fly to KK
to attend a leadership training camp.....
haha
we sleep in Tsun Tsin......it is quite fun there.....
Sabah Chinese de student perform well there....
haha....too 热情.....too active....too crazy.....
when there no people high with us.....we high ourselve...haha
from this camp....i found tat...actually....there is a lot of thing i had already learn
nid to say thank you to our school for giving so much opportunity to us....
to organise a activity....
in other school....then cannot take more than 1 or 2 society...
but our school....we can take 3 society....
and our school 's activity is more than them.....
but there is also something of them is better than us de lah......
haha....make a lot of friend there...
wen huei, zhen hao, haoyang, jade, yanny, mandy, yu ling,zhixing, LuLu...
haha....
my group member.....
happy there...
although we come from different school,
we play, suffer, slove problem, happy, together....
it really feel good..and happy to be with them....
although they are not so crazy....haha
the most crazy member in the group is me liao....
wakakaka...
okok....
type liao so long.....time to rest liao
bye...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

领悟了新道理

有时候看似危机, 却是转机....
有时侯看似转机, 却是危机....
危机就是转机,
转机也是危机,
只在乎你怎样扭转.....
坦白依然很重要,
无论什么情都好,
只要能坦白,
一切都能迎刃而解....
一份友情能够维持,
全靠坦白.....
没有一份友情是不经过风风雨雨的,
朋友,
我珍惜你..........

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Interact Installation

Hiaz...刚去完Interact de Installation,
我还是第一次去这样的......
第一次穿地那么formal....
很不习惯.....
erm.......我是带着期待的心情去,
毕竟是第一次出席这种场合,
还好啦, 我们这tang高一scout这样穿的这么formal在一起,
还是第一次......hehe.....
有合照.....^^
"三剑客"...~.~!!!!
"高一党(formal)"....hehe....
原本去的时候我很期待....
但回的时候,
却有种不开心的感觉.....
但我又不懂是为什么而感到不开心....
在车上还有少少向父母pot lot.......hehe....
watever.....
haha.....
[The End]

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

You sucks!!!!!

YOu sucks!!!!!!!!!
Damn YOu!! I hate you!!!!!!.....
YOu dun respect me, so i dun nid to respect you!!!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

First Aid Camp....

erm.....this time we are juz member...
no more committee....
so.....nothing special.....
then juz wan to say sorry here....
actually you all wan us S1 bring them de....
but we din do tat....
sorry.........erm.....
being punished by people is not tat happy de....
finally we realize tat....
hahaha....they also din did wrong de.....
okok....
erm....actually i am quite happy with all our junior....
haha....especially our group....
for me.....i really feel happy when playing game with them....
haha.....juz like last night.....
okok.....
i promise i will try my best to help my group in the discipline camp.....
sorry to all our senior and J3 de.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

This few day.........

nothing special.....
wahaha.....ok bah.....
erm....this week got many people birthday....
happy birthday to jin vun....ching ju.....and chinn tyng....
after tat will be sharon....
hehe...i lazy to say happy birthday later...
so i say now lah.....
happy birthday sharon.....
erm.....well....jiu...
a normal week jiu like this pass liao....
hehe.....

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Volleyball again........=,=

well......volleyball again.....
this time is a bit different....
it is a mixed volleyball.....(wth!!!...volleyball also can mix)
watever.....fun also lah......
erm.....this time....our class got 2 team....
one is sharon de.....one is wai de.....
erm.....of course me is sharon that group lah....
in the begining we only lose liao 1 match....S3B==!!!!
still ok lah.....although we lose liao.....
it is a challenging match.....both team juz keep covering the girls....
wahahaha.....got crazy dao.....
erm....for my team.....i wan to say sorry to man hou loh......
today.....he come but we dun let him play......
and sorry to all the girl......
you guys pay to come and play de.....
but......aiz.......
no let you guys touch dao ball......
sorry oh.....
haiz....
you girls really improve a lot......
dun keep blaming yourself.....
you all really try ur best liao.....
we need to enjoy de match.....
watever..hehe.....it is over......
hope next time we still have chance to be teamate again...^^

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Badminton Competition

ok.......after the volleyball competition, after two day is the badminton competition,
haha, becoz it is too close....so i have no time to practise....
then Saturday is the first day of the badminton competition,
well.....erm....this time I am a seed....
for me, the second round still ok......
but the quater final......haiz....
me nearly lose......dunno why...
i make a lot of unforce error......until me kena goreng by people in the first set.....
i really got scare dao lah tat time.....
everyone keep calling his name....
then to release stress.....me shout in the court.....
then......also got nget dao lah.....coz too many unforce error....
but at the last, i win liao.....phew.....
then today...haha....my double wiv ah lo de nearly disqualified.....
luckily yesterday i got mention i will be last.....
double in semi final now.....
abt....single.....me and ah lo lose liao......
he lose to khoo wiv 16-21,18-21,
me lose to qiu kai cheng wiv 21-18, 21-23, 18-21,
hehe quite near xia lah.....
watever...lose dao happy....
tomorrow need to vs Lo Hoe Xing liao.....
Lo Hoe Xing oh!!!!!
shit.....why same wiv last year.......
this time sure lose liao......
watever....it juz a game.....
hehe....

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Volleyball competiton........

well......this few day is the volleyball competition,
erm....for me......no more pressure when we are playing with other class....
not like last few year......when it is match point.....we sure will under pressure....
haha, this year......i know we got senka dao......
juz keep playing and does not be serious during the match....
tomorrow is final.......we will vs S1O tomorrow.....
haha.......and i annouce here.......this competition will become the ending or my volleyball life...
after this competition....maybe i will seldom go play volleyball liao.....
hehe....whatever......my homework is more important if compare wif volleyball...
nid to start preparing for next year.....not for SPM but for my future.....
althought i still dunno where will i go..... the only thing i know is...
now.....everything nid to have good de foundation....
hehe......watever...........

haha......here is the good news......but i still in the process of making decision....
last saturday....we S1 saw a opportunity to become a king scout.....
but is it real.....?i mean is it affortable? i can see a lot of example from our senior....
they make a decision to become a king scout and they really put a lot of effort on it....
but at the last......nobody can reach their target....
so this mean maybe we will have the same ending like last few year....
the point is......is it affortable???????if it is not.....mean i am juz wasting my time.....
but if it is real.....i really will try my best to reach my target....
watever....i know you guys will tell me not to think too much...hehe....okok....
King Scout? real? affortable?

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Camporee!!!!!

This year is the third year i join the camporee....

every year, we nid to stay at sin onn tiku for 5 day....
althought it is hard and tiring....
we solve every problem together juz like before.....
erm.....camporee........
i still can remember.....our Senior 1 Gang is "born" there,
that time we are in form 2......
that is the first time we went to the camporee....
waliao....we can't build anything....and becoz of lack of experience,
for us, we dunno everything.....we only know tat if we wan to protect ourselve,
we nid to be cooperate....then at that time, we do everything together....
and we accompany each other....until now.....we still appreciate our gang....
this year de camporee....
erm.....quite tiring lah.....
i get a serious sun burn at the first day,
really can saw a line on my neck and both of my hands....
but watever.....
this year.....we did a lot of thing.....
we all build the campsite together....
and this year is the fastest year to build our campsite....
at the first day, we almost finish the whole campsite, leaving the tower....
then the second day,
we started to build the tower....
cham loh....let us build tower.....
we all like to sleep on the tower de althought last few year senior dun like us to sleep on it....
haha...
this year....we plan to build a tower for us to sleep....
haha...
then we really slept on the tower for 3 night....
haha.....
this year.....we juz keeping building the campsite.....
no more chance to go for activities liao...
during the camping....
sometime....the sun hot until can burn your skin....
when raining......becoz of wet and the strong wind....
it can be cold.....especially at night....
but watever....
it is also memorable....
we really felt happy and proud when we saw our achievement....
camporee is one of the most tough camping in a year....
a person who can live there for 5 day mean he/she is a reala scout....
and mean he/she is able to live in a terrible enviroment...
here is some photos during our camping...

two year ago....J2 tong

one year ago....J3 tong wiv some junior....

Now de us....we respect our flag...we already becoz senior...we already grown up....


Our achievement.....we only take 2 day to finish the whole tower.....^^


S1Gang is building the tower....
Our kitchen, the place we cook and take our meal.....all build by member of 18th Tawau.....

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

walaower......

these few day de exam ah......
dunno wat am i writing..
although i put a lot of effort on it
when i am taking the exam,
i brain is blank.......
damn.......
blablablabla...
oh ya, that day when we are waiting len len to help us do revision,
i am talking wiv jeanie...
the suddenly, she use "smelly" word to scold me....
then just keep smiling.....
nagisat....
wao........
first time..she use those word to scold people....haha..
keep it up....

then.........nothing special....
oh ya.....
I HATE EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!
==
but after exam is holiday liao.........
yeah.......
the good news is....
my parent want to go hongkong in this holiday....
the bad news is.....
i can't follow themT.T
haiz.....
watever.....
i believe tat my holiday will be fun too............

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Haiz.......

This week, i am damn busy......
do revision, planning the bbq, prefect, blablablabla.....
wat the hell......
exam is coming but nothing in my brain......
the physics and chemistry......
haiz.....
i dunno how to take the exam......
this time sure fail my science.......
erm......
abt yesterday......
i stay at school after the lesson until 10.30....at night....
the first time i stay at school until so long.....
quite busy.....
after having my lunch....
i went to scout....
then that day, we incharge in giving them lesson....
then after scout, we quickly rush to the canteen and borrow those utensil,
wah......then the tauke wan us to help him punch the fork......
but watever.....we juz do it....
then we meh start to prepare the fire for the bbq loh....
walaower....my troop t-shirt ah.....change from white to black....
but it is ok......as long as they feel happy wiv the bbq party...
here, i want to say thanks you, to all of my friend.....
we all really did liao a lot of things.....
that night i am quite tired, after the volleyball practice....
then when i back home, and after taking bath......................
ZZZZzzzzzzz.........

shit.......
how to do revsion for all the subject oh......
walaower.......
the SPM physics 6 question, i only know 2,
SPM oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then UEC how........
all blank loh.......
shit.....
chemistry........
also shit.........
many i dun understand......i only know isotopes.....
haiz....
and the bio......
many nid to memorise.....
besides, those moral, chinese, sejarah.....eh
nid to write essay wah......
mean nid to understand it well loh.....
how to read oh.................
pressure................

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

烦人的这几天

这几天,不懂做什么,
就是有一种无形的压力,
或者是可能心中有所不爽。
就…不懂为什么。
可能是美术要dateline了,
我还有一大堆……
可能是数学要交上去了,
我也还有一大堆,
可能罢了,
不过这些东西,对我来说,根本是小儿科。
那种压力,我又不是没有承受过,
那种滋味我又不是尝试过……
其实,我应该很清楚,
我是因为跳不出那个圈圈而不开心,
那次,其实我已经可以踏出那个圈了,
但……我总是太心软……haiz.....
总是被拉回来……
还有哦……
我总是有一种冲动想以后都静静的呆在你们身旁,
听你们说话就够了,
反正,我发觉我往往都参不进你们的话题,
我听了不是不知道要给什么表情,就是无言……
无言更死,
听了过后,如果真的无言,你觉得我可以有什么表情?
我说话,又把得罪到你们,
我不说话,你们又说我不尊重你……
好loh....我以后都不说,
我这么打,并不是要怪罪于你们,
你们没有错,
问题是在我身上,
对不起loh....我其实是每次都是在玩的,
我很少会向一个人发脾气,
除非那个人,真么很过分loh......
如果你们很不喜欢我这样的话,
好!我改……
但你们又未尝没有想过你们自己的缺点,
可能只是没人告诉你罢了……
我承认我有错,
每次想到这里,我的肚子里就一把火。
我知道我没有资格发你们的脾气,
对不起……
从今以后,我会有所改变,
改变后,是否还能成为朋友,
那就随缘吧!

Thursday, January 29, 2009

一个表面上很开心的新年

这个新年,蛮多活动一下,也让我学会了赌博,但不要想歪,我一点也不烂赌。
erm....在这里顺便谢谢我的朋友们,让我这个年过得很充实。
一切都还好啦,
就只是有种除了赌博就没事做的感觉……
haiz.......
开学就是运动会了,
青队的步操不知道怎么样……人从来没有到齐过,
能不能赢?想都不敢想……
最近心情不怎样好……
起伏不定,
因为我还无法适应没有哥哥生身活??????==
我早就适应了,
我早在他走了后的几天就适应了。

其实,
我是有压力,
尤其是运动会,
步操已经有够大的压力了,
再加上我的腰……
还有5天就要比赛了,
我……T.T
5天能让我好起来吗?不可能,
我正犹豫着我到底还能不能够参赛.....haiz...
不参赛有不知如何向老师解释……
参赛只会加重我的伤,
我若受伤了
3月的排球校级赛又怎样?
我练了一年就是等那一天……

还有!!!!
我冷下来了!!!
我一点也不喜欢现在的我,
我也不明白以前的我变到哪里去了,
haiz......
有时候,
为了不要让朋友受伤害,
而选择自己承担,
那种感觉很不好受,
想和其他朋友分享,
但总是没有机会,
没有办法,幸好我没那么容易倒下,
希望过了这关,
一切将会顺顺利利。

Friday, January 16, 2009

小小的动作,大大的关系……对不起

我从来没有想过,那么小小的一句话,会带来那么大的伤害……偏偏那小小的一个动作,又可以带来无限的支持……对不起,我说错了话……我没有办法说我是无意的……应为我根本就是刻意的,今晚不懂为什么,突然间通了,原来我错了,原来我已经造成了伤害。往往我说话总是忽略了自尊,无论是别人的自尊,或我本身的自尊,我都不放在眼里。对不起!除了对不起还是对不起!虽然我知道我的“对不起”早已变得没有任何的价值,但除了这三个字,我说不出其他字。我发觉,往往一句小小的话,就足以让一个人不开心一阵天。相反地,一个小小的动作,却可以让人开心一阵天。我一直很努力的在寻找机会,很想正面向你道歉,但总是没有机会……不过我相信我会!我一定会!无论你接受不接受,我都会向你道歉。一切小而不起眼的东西,一但他累积起来,就能到来巨大的伤害。一点点的小误会,如果没有说清楚,一旦累积起来,就能造成挽不回的局面。

朋友~对不起……我不想造成一个无法挽回的局面……因为我很珍惜你................这个好朋友……

Thursday, January 8, 2009

It is DAMN BUSY!!!!!!!

Walaower...
This few day ar.....
DAMN BUSY!!!!!!!
I missed many lesson,(hehe sometime is i dun wan to have lesson lah)
but the homework ah....
haiz.....if compare to J3......
HAiz...you all know de lah....
and this few day.....quite busy.
I haven't help my brother to get his leaving letter.....
Tomorrow nid to duty, haiz....solo again.....
and.....i found tat....
there is a lot of thing i can't understand de....
how come science class de lesson jiang difficult de....
haiz.....those maths ar.......
the only thing tat appear in my brain de is question mark......
haiz....
it is damn fast!!!!!
we are a senior now....
haiz....
many damn thing nid to learn....
haiz.....
watever...
sorry for always say the word"damn"
=.=